Hi! I’m back again 🙂
Sorry, I was gone again for what seemed like eternity. I’ve been MIA for the nth time (blogging, social media) because I was avoiding people (still do). There are just certain people that will suck out all the happiness in you. Yes, the Dementor kind. They are always right, dramatic, they bring you down, and drag you with them into the depths of their own misery and negativity — and this makes you question your whole existence. I don’t feel comfortable with them around me; talking to them always leave me drained and exhausted. Wait, what? Is it right for me to say that all those time I was “absent” from blogging (read: evading my so-called friends) and moping in my corner I had an existential crisis ? Oh, that’s deep, dude.
I’m glad I went offline again for some time. I let all the negativities and unpleasantness wash over with the passing of time. The Dementors are still around (I didn’t want to alienate them or for them to think I’m aloof) but I don’t and won’t let their unpleasantness latch on to me anymore. I’m not exactly terminating our friendship because they’re also good people, but something like I won’t be seeing/interacting with them frequently, you know. I’ll keep my distance.
So far, so good.
I can now go back to regular programming 🙂
I’ll leave you with this little doodle with a positive message I did recently. Until next post, ciao.